To my ex friend.

9/20 / day 1

I really just wanna walk to your house.

Kind of want to marry you.

Like you’re amazing. I always find myself infatuated with you.

But at the same time I don’t like you.

I kind of got the ick for you?

Your humor is weird, you have no goals in life, you ignore my texts sometimes, we have different beliefs.

You’re a good person,

I cut you off because of my own personal views. You’re not toxic like the other people I’ve cut off but I don’t like some of your beliefs which is always one of those factors in cutting people off.

I kind of hate you.

Maybe I love you.

I don’t know. I just wanna stop being numb.

This is just to get my thoughts out but maybe this is the start of the healing process.

I’ll be back for day 2, bye :’|