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So what I need to tell him is that I am with someone. But the more I talk to him the more I realize that I like him. I've known him for 3 years. I've been in a relationship with someone else for 1 1/2 years. I've always wanted to be with the guy I could never have. We both wanted different things at the time, we didn't want ourselves to like one another. So every since that talk, we convinced ourselves it would never happen. Then he called me... He told me that he wanted to be happy, and that I make him happy... I've always wanted him to tell me that he wants to try being with me. I tried to explain that it was a bad idea but every time he spoke I just wanted him more and more. He gets me, he knows me, he has a personality like no one I've ever met, and I want him. I want to talk to him for hours everyday, I want to call him and talk to him and make fun of each other. I want to hang out with him and see where this ends up. But I pull myself back to the fact that I am with someone. I cannot want to be with someone else. Its not right, yet I still want it anyway. I've been wanting this for so long that I just want to see where it goes and I want to try it. But I cant. But at the same time I cant bear to hurt him. I want him but I cant allow myself to want him. Its wrong to even think about being with him, isn't it? But I can't help how I feel and how I've always felt about him.
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