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It took me a few weeks to fall for you and only a few months to fall in love with the person you made me believe you were. We agreed on everything. We had everything. I could tell you anything and you could tell me. We did everything together. Movies every night; random moments when we could get up and just go out somewhere. We were grown adults with child-like hearts. I loved you but you couldn't decide whether or not you loved me. Then i found you on bed with her. The one you said you would never have anything to do with. The one i felt you had something going on with. Now i can't decide if i hate you or if i still love you. The deceit the heartache the grief and mostly the loss of what we had. I lost my best friend, my everything, my home. I lost my hope for a beautiful life with you. We could go through anything but i could never go through a betrayal and take you back the same way. Your indecision told me everything. Now I'm stuck with a one sided love that now has left me scarred and helpless to lovers that will never be good enough. They aren't you and much less can they be trusted. No one can be trusted. This loneliness is overwhelming while i long to get back the moments of happiness i felt with you without feeling the tainted heartached along with it. I wish to feel the happiness i once felt again. Even if it's just a fraction of what i once had... I miss you... The you that would never break my heart...
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