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8 years ago · 0
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I dont know where to begin.
My gf, the one who stay with me since 2 dec 2012 talk to me and want to leave me. I asked why, she only said i just want to break up, i donot feel the same with you. It is not make sense for me. I try to tell her that i dont want to break up. At last she said okay to try again with me but she told me not to expect too much.
At the night i couldnt sleep along. Everytime i close my eyes i see the nightmare. I believe it because of the stress. I think it over and i began to text her friends. I asked them to help me.
At the morning, i text my boss in the offive that i will skip the office today because i am no feeling well both psychologically and physically. So i spent my entire night and day think about it.
She began to weird since 5 or 6 months ago. At the 2nd months of her internship. Ussually she always said "love you" before sleep and since that time she never said it again. I asked her before about that and she told me that love should not be told over and over, just show it. I think yeah it quite make sense so i let it go.
I know she wants to focus on her work. I really support it, we are still so young, i am 23 and she is 21. So i never asked for anything from her since she begin to have the internship (she is working as a full time employee now at the same company as she get the intern). I told her that i will support her no matter of what. I will support her career, if she should work until late or she wants to work on the weekend, as long as she enjoy it and keep her fitness it is enough for me. I never asked to have a special time for me because i dont want to disturb her.
Since sunday, whenever i bought this topic to her. She will told me to end the topic. Last night i aked her why she dont want to talk about it and she answered that she told me before clearly that she wants to break up and its my part that i dont want to break up. It hurts me like hell to hear she said it to me.
I dont want to break up because
1. We ever feel like this before, but it was me that asked to break up before and after that i know that it so hard to lose her, i really love her
2. She told me at the first that she wants this as our last. And i want to make it, i want to spend my whole life with her.
3. I believe that it because she has a lot of problem and a lot of pressure make her like this, so this is just a phase and the storm will pass away. There should be one person who standing still to hold the ship to not get crush right?
I rarely talk bout my relationship with other. But at this time i feel so lost, i dont where to talk. Thank you for read my problem.
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