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One woman, 2 kids, an unborn, and yes 3 fathers.
At 18, I became pregnant. He’s 25, in and out of prison, never had a job, you know typical deadbeat! Never paid child support and was never asked to. For seven years I was a single mother. I got my self on solid ground. One child. One degree. Still broke.
At 25, I met my husband. He was everything! Handsome; Clever; Charming; Stable. Abusive. Somehow even through the abusive of us both, my child adored him. Every time I escaped , I always found myself back there. For the kids, I’d say. I was naive to think a growing belly would slow his anger. Two kids. Two degrees. Still broke. Now broken.
At 29, I met... a boy. A boy. Seven years my junior. I’m broken, I’m vulnerable. He loves me, but that is all he has to offer me. That and a third child with yet another man. He’s happy, I’m devastated. Twice I excused myself from consequence, but it keeps finding me. One year and six months later, I accept what I have sowed.
I did everything wrong with my first. I was young, no education, didn’t love him. Everything right with the second. Marriage. More education! But he didn’t love me.
To love and to be loved in return....how sweet it can be.
Still broke. No longer broken.
One woman, 2 kids, an unborn, and yes 3 fathers.
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