Dad

Fuck you. Over and over you said you would get me back. You said you would call, you said you would come see me. None of that was true so were the "I love you"s real?? Did you ever want me? What about when you said you were going to go through with the paternity test to prove I am yours? Why did you stop texting after you said that? I have so many questions but I don't think I could bear to see your face or hear your voice to get the answers. I wish you would pick one side. Either you are here or you stay away forever. Love me or be a stranger.