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It was late, I had to work the next morning and I wanted to sleep at home rather than spend the night there. It was getting to be my time of the month and I had some pretty intense cramps. I was tired too. He told me he would drive me home in my car and then walk back to his parent's house. I told him no, that's ridiculous. It's late, he'd get cold, he'd start limping (he has bad knees) and that I was capable of driving myself. It wasn't far. We were cuddling, then he was on top of me holding my wrists down. He insisted that he can drive and then walk back and asked me if I would let him drive if he was curled up from pain and breathing a little heavy. I told him over and over that I can drive, it's not like I haven't had my period before. He still held me down and demanded that I answer him. When I finally gave in and said that I wouldn't like him driving if he's not feeling good he said thank you, but still didn't let me up. I slid from underneath him and tried to go for my purse to get my keys. He held me back and got them first. He was adamant about not letting me drive. It seemed like he was trying to keep me there. We argued some more, I grabbed the keys from him and he looked shocked. He asked if I'm really that mad at him. I tried to walk by him but he pushed me back each time and insisted we talk. After a few more minutes we went upstairs, he got me some pain killers and I waited for my car to warm up. After a while I went to the door. He stood in the way and put his arm in front of me on the door. We argued some more and I pushed by him, unlocked the door and walked towards my car at a fast pace. I could hear him behind me complaining that I always do this, that I never stay and talk and that I run away. He stopped me at the car and wouldn't let me open the door. We talked a bit more until I couldn't handle it anymore. It felt like he wasn't letting me do what I wanted, I was tired and had to work the next day, he had pushed me around too much for comfort and I wanted to leave. I didn't feel safe anymore. I pushed him away from the door. He looked shocked once again and exclaimed "Really?". I got in the car and drove off. I haven't seen him again since then. It's been a few days and I don't know what to do. He says he's sorry and that he did it because he wanted me to feel safe. He has depression too and tells me I'm the only reason he's still alive. I don't want to lose him, but I'm worried that it could get worse or happen again. I'm worried how I'll feel when I see him again. I don't think I would feel safe.
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Break his kneecaps next time he holds you against your will. Or you could just stop seeing him, either way works.
Replytell him what he did wrong. if he doesn't understand or argues still then leave him. Don't try and stay together if its hurting your mental wellbeing even if you feel it might hurt him
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