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Hey remember me? You are the reason I'm like this now. The reason I have trust issues. The reason why I cry every now and then even after two years. It's pathetic it really is. I loved you. I would have done anything for you. You lied to me and I believed every sweet word you whispered in my ear. You said you'd catch me if I fall? Well I didn't know that you would be the one to push me. And you know what? Every time you pushed me off the edge I climbed back up to you. I always came running back into your arms. I made my mistake. Several times and it's taken me a while to realize that it was my fault. It's my fault I got hurt because I was the one who kept talking to you and coming back. Never again. I've learned I know now. I won't make the same mistake again. There was a time where I would cry myself to sleep every night for months over you. Where I would see you and a part of my heart would crack. When I saw you with someone else my heart would just be thrown right back into the ditch you put me in. It's okay though. I think that this is how it was supposed to end. We were never meant to be together. Yeah we were the 'it' couple. I was the innocent girl with the good grades and you were the drug addict player of the school. Everyone knew us for that reason. Still to this day people recognize me based on the fact that we were in a relationship together. In an ideal world, you and I would still be together. But life doesn't really work out that way does it? I never understood you and you never understood me. I could never tell when you were sober or when you were high. I knew you cheated on me but I pretended that you didn't. I think some part of me still loves you. But I guess it's all in the past isn't it? I bet if I asked you what day my birthday is you wouldn't even guess the correct month would you? I used to memorize every little thing about you: your birthday, middle name, favorite food, favorite movie. But you never really cared. I was just someone to fill in time with until you moved on to the next girl. Well, I hope you're happy. I really hope you are. I think I'm happier without you in my life. It gives me a chance to rebuild all that self-esteem you crushed. So I guess what I have left to say is thanks. Thanks for making me realize what a jerk you were.
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You have overcome the trial, and you now see what is meant in "By their fruits, you will know them." It is fortunate you were not bound in marriage, as some discover too late. Love is mutual, a choice made together, not the decision of one or the other that is imposed. Your esteem is always yours, he never held it, nor did anyone else, it will always be yours, all of it. You have emerged stronger, and you will succeed in the way ahead. Take each day as it comes, and know we love you.
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