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I don't know whether I miss my dad or furious at him for disappearing for years. Maybe both?
3 years ago · 2 · need advice please
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I don't even know where to begin. I guess I can just start with the fact that my dad vanished without a trace for 10 plus years and is yet to appear. Oh fudge! When it comes to my father, my thoughts go into a turmoil. I don't know what to think or feel. And the feelings I do feel, I don't know how to identify them.
I was super close to my dad. We were great and talked almost every day on the phone ( I lived with my grandparents. My mother died when I was two years old. My father traveled a lot for work). Everything was okay before he vanished. For a while I thought something bad had happened to him, but now I know he's alive somewhere and just doesn't want to be found. I remember calling him to ask him when he'll be coming to visit me ( he visited me every two months), but a woman answered his phone, cussing and demanding I never call my father again. Heaven's knows how confused I was. At 10 years old, I didn't know what just had happened. I told my grandparents about what happened and they tried calling him to find out what all that about. How could he let some woman cuss at his daughter. Instead they too were cussed at by the same woman who we don't know. We tried looking for hkm for years but to no avail.
Long story short, two years after my father vanished from my life, my grandfather died and I lived with my mother's sister and grandmother.
Every so often, I began the search again but he would slip right when I'm about to find him. I don't know what I did as a child to make him want to never see me again. I'm 22 years old now and I'm still confused about it.
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ReplyI guess you're right.
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