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my existence, i dont know what validates it but my current emotion does at the moment
3 years ago · 2 · Feeling Lost, +1
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Sadness and despair validates my existence,
I know what people are going to say,
"Don't identify yourself with something negative"
my fear of incompetence does not drive me for success,
Some may say
"you should use it as a fuel to motivate yourself, not as an anchor to your depression"
The regrets of my past decision made me guilty of everything that I am,
Everyone would say
"I wouldn't be here if it weren't for those choices I made"
But do I want to even want to be where I am now?
That's a question that is easy to answer,
and it all points back to my own faults,
no one can comfort me,
no one can tell me otherwise,
people will look at me as a spoiled brat,
the girl who got everything,
the girl who never had any problems or traumatizing history,
yet the audacity to keep herself in the lane of anxieties and sadness,
the audacity that she is not happy all her life,
the audacity that she got all of this privileges and for what?
I can only cry, mourn and stay put.
Keep quiet, and do what I must do right now.
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I dont have wise words or words that will make you feel better but, I just hope you overcome this. You said you have made regretful decisions in the past? I think you need to move on from those moments and forgive yourself cause everybody is shit lets be honest. Theres nothing bad in making mistakes or not being 10/10 just forgive yourself and try to accept your current situation, think about it, this will no way help your anxiety but just lets stay strong and keep on going in life hoping to find peace one day.
ReplyDon't keep quiet, but... I don't quite understand what the problem is.
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