a poem about home

this is a poem i wrote about missing my home. Tell me if you relate to this for a person, item or place. For me it is London since we moved countries :(

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who knew i would still be searching,

searching for a home,

even while i have two,

there's something,

something missing,

i looked for comfort in these grey walls,

but they reflect my sorrow back at me,

and the train in my head,

stopped back at you,

you were my home,

and i realize this after ive lost you,

the photographs give me papercuts so deep,

blood so bittersweet,

but i need to overcome the pain,

or else,

i might forget about the home i loved,

the fog in my head scares me,

those precious moments become unclear,

grey clouds in my mind,

struggling to breathe from the pollution,

i make this oath to myself,

ill hold on to every memory i can,

i promise,

but what if,

what if one day,

i no longer remember what made you special,

that day terrifies me,

how do i go back to you,

how do i keep you in my head forever,

how do i hold on to you?