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Is it so wrong for me to fantasize about my death? I like to think about me having the power to hurt my loved ones so much by taking my own life.
It’s scary. Am I messed up for thinking like that?
Odds are that I’m not going to kill myself. Is it bad for me to still think about it? Having the option to kill myself is almost a relief in a way.
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I think a lot of people secretly fantasize about death especially when times are tough. I sure do. Like you said, it's almost a relief, sort of a happy thought. If it's weird or wrong then we both are. But I figure as long as you don't act on it, you're free to fantasize about anything.
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ReplyWell said on the first comment!!
I think everyone everywhere at some point has had those thoughts, yes we have the power to do all sorts of things, but the power to keep going and being there for the ones we love especially in times like these, that takes a lot of courage and bravery, as the saying goes "love will always win" keep going whoever you are, just keep going and the good days will be enjoyed.
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ReplyI think we all have these thoughts in a period of life at some point. You have them but it's not ok to act or dwell on them. Let them go if you can I dont think they'll truly help you in the long run. Maybe it's why people resort to art and poetry to express their pain as an outlet. Just go easy on yourself. Go with life one day at a time be kind to yourself.
ReplyI'm 42 and I've thought about it here and there for as long as I can remember. Usually, I think about it in a spiteful look what you made me do kind of way. But a permanent solution to a temporary problem is not the answer. Think about the people who love you's perspective. Who would be the one to clean out your room feeling utterly devastated. What would you miss if you weren't here anymore. Anytime I think about it, I think about who I would leave behind and how it wouldn't be fair to them. They would be left to think for the rest of their life what they could have done differently. What signs did they miss. And just downright feel terrible any time they thought about you. I'm sure there's someone you wouldn't want to go through that, right?
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