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Tear me open to figure out what went wrong. Poke and prod at my emotions, toying with every string. Make me tired of the comforting pain. When it’s finished, shovel my remains to the forest to be forgotten, my rotting stench attracting those who are desperate. Let me be maliciously devoured until there is nothing but a pool of blood left, staining the grass, fueling the soil. Let my name be forgotten by the few who cared, the smile rarely painted on my face faded, my struggling voice silenced, and the tears dried. The world will continue to turn without knowledge of what I’ve done, what I’ve ended, and those I’ve failed.
But before the void takes my body please, show me how to forget. Forget everyone I’ve hurt, everything I’ve done. Let me forget the pain I’ve suffered so my departure can be in bliss. Even if every second of my existence has been a constant war between myself, just let me rest. Let me see the beauty of the night sky illuminated by waves of stars that hang over my head every night. Let the cold droplets of water cool my burning body. The body that has held in so much for so long alone. The body hosting a ticking parasite that would eventually prevail in constricting my thoughts.
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Replyobssesed with this writing your amazing. i hope you get better though much love.
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