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My mother's getting old, getting ill, feeling all the stresses of life pull the youth right out of her. At least, that's how it looks to me. I'm trying to help her fight it, but I can't save her. No one can save her from the kind of monster I'm afraid of.
I'm not ready to lose her. I am not ready to face this world with no backup plan. I am so scared to lose the people close to me. It's going to hurt like nothing I've ever felt. And I don't know if I am brave enough to face it. I can't shake the bad feeling that follows me. I have nightmares, I'm always anxious. I miss not being haunted by a shadow everyday. I put on a smile or a laugh, but I can feel it etching lines into my face.
Everybody dies. I will, and I'm terrified. But what I'm really afraid of is losing my family first. What I really fear is being the last one left. Am I strong enough to bear that pain?
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You are strong enough to bear this pain. Ask God to be with you during this time and to remain with you always.
When I noticed my dog becoming old I was filled with a terribly sad feeling that remained with me until he died. Then because I was expecting his death I was okay with it. I know a dog isn't a person but I loved him a lot more than many people love others. You will be accepting of your mother's death and then mourn for her. Later on you will let her go and be alright again. Wishing you all the best.
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