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1 month ago · · Panic attacks,
hi. i think i had a panic attack bcs I found my boyfriend “might” be cheating on me again.
i cant breath and i am trembling... my hands and feet are cold and my head hurts.
I am dating him for over 7 years, we dated since we were on high school and last year I already graduated from college while hes still working on his thesis till now.
This may sound dumb but... for the first year of dating with him, it feels like I am on the highest place.. he treated me like a queen and I felt so happy and try to change myself to be better so I can love him better. but in the second year.. he might be bored with me, with our relationship.. so I have an instinct that told me he’s flirting with other girl, and yes there is this one girl he flirted with. they exchanged text day night, care for each other.. and when I read their text, I felt weird... but her name is like “not a girl” name, so i thought it was his “boy” friend but weird why they care for each other.. i cant see that. but then.. i saw him looking so seriously at this girl... and I ask my friend who she was.. and suddenly i remember that name. yes. that name, that boy likely name (unfortunately that name is owned by a girl, huhu).
he have this habit, a lying habit. and i cant ask him what i want to know... so i asked this girl... she said that she didnt know my boyfriend had a girlfriend.. and she think that my boyfriend likes her first, because he looks at her with a deep sight.. and I cant blame her.
then i ask my boyfriend how this happening in the first place, he said that he and his gang got her number and they have a bet whos the person who will be replied by her. he try to text her, and she replied.. and yeah heres the drama.. hehe. but he said that he didnt like her.... but imma fool for believing his words.
this, this is my highschool story... theres more but i need to rest, having the panic attacks is tiring. good night guys.
please reply on my story, i need someone to comfort me🤎