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I feel like I can't really talk about this openly without it getting me in trouble but I just need to say something about it or I'll drive myself up a wall. So to begin I should explain a few things so people don't make assumptions about me that are not true.
1. I am a pansexual non binary fellow.
2. I am in a monogamous relationship and happy.
2. I am open to polyamorous relationships and respect the rules.
3. I love sex and can admit it.
With that shit out of the way let's get to the nitty gritty:
Before I had myself figured out I was dating this chick, let's call her Ann. I was dealing with a lot of internalized homophobia and just went out on a limb for the experience rather than actually knowing what a true relationship should be like. It was an experiment to me at the time so in truth it wasn't fair to her from the start. However that doesn't give her the excuse to be already be dating someone in the background while fucking around with some rando on the internet.
(Yes I know internet dating is like fishing for crawdads in a lake full of piranhas.)
Of course I called her out and she broke up with this girl, and I thought that was it.
Haha nah, she had so many x lovers on the website we were dating on, not to mention really shitty 'friends' she hung out with. So yes, constant drama.
It was so stressful, cause I often ended up being the one to put my foot down because she just could not care less about herself or her mental health. Like I get it, I didn't care about myself either for years, but for Christ's sakes you gotta' draw the line somewhere. But lord o fuckin' mighty was I not the one.
I became a big ol' fat ass hole during those 4 years of being on and off with this girl, her constantly finding girlfriends and boyfriends immediately after every breakup which was really fucking suspicious if you ask me, but who am I to fuckin' judge. Like okay Ann, keep getting into shitty relationships that take advantage of you I guess.
That's what she kept doing though, like when I finally broke it off officially I'd come check on her just to find out she's dating some other shitty person who just rails her for the fun of it but could care less about her mental state. Like this shit pissed me off so bad and I would constantly try to help her cause in truth a part of me still loves her. Like I had a argument with this woman's abusive mother for god's sakes and she made so much progress as a person I thought that maybe she'd grow out of her bullshit.
She didn't really though cause I decided to try and date her again while she was in a Polyamorous relationship cause her and her girlfriends at the time seemed like a great group to get to know, and they seemed to have life figured out. She let me down easy and said she was a lesbian only, so I let her go to figure myself out. Found out years later her two female partners broke up and she's got a male side piece cause her remaining girl friend felt bad she had no sex life.
Let me ask you: what kinda' vapid slut calls her self a Polyamorous Lesbian then turns around and starts having casual sex with men again cause her two female partners were not a good match and she's not getting any sex? Like it's consensual and the girlfriend she's still dating is fine with it, but it just feels like breaking the rules of being a responsible partner you know? And the guy isn't even fucking worth the dick he's serving her, like what the hell? Where is she finding these men? The garbage? All they want is her pussy, and I know that for a fact cause they keep ending up being fucking abusive ass holes, and I really wish I didn't feel like it was karma biting her in the ass.
But like make up your mind.
Say your a slut and be proud of it.
Or stay loyal to your partners ok?
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