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if my younger self could see me now she would be so disappointed to know that I turned out like this, If my mom saw me at night she would be so heartbroken that I am like this. I no longer like the color pink or to ride my bike around the neighbor hood or jump on my trampoline, I'm no longer happy. If somebody told little me that I would hold a blade to my wrist every night wishing and wish I was dead, little me wouldn't believe it but here I am. I am broken, numb and sucidal who would have ever though it would be me? People don't see me throwing up my dinner at night, people don't hear the thoughts that go on inside my mind, people don't see how broken I am because I am so good at hiding it. I just want it ti end, I just want to die.
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ReplyI'm good at hiding my emotions to almost everyone too . . . but i never tried to put my self in danger .. intentionally .. most of the time wen i feel this way... i take a drive and just play with music... its my time to stop thinking of what other people thinks about me.. but what do you wanna end...?
ReplyI just want all the emotional pain to end, it gets quite exhausting. And I want to stop having to pretend I'm okay. But overall I just want my life to end
Reply:) whats gonna happen if you end it . . ? don't you want to just release all these emotional pain . . ? why do even pretend your ok even if your not . . ?
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