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What is the point of waking me up every day if I am never going to enjoy the day and if it is just going to constantly feel like a chore? I just wish that maybe one day I won't wake up and think again really. I just don't get it because I see all of these happy people and it hurts because I just can't relate like I know I always appear happy but it's a mask and it hurts me, even more, knowing that people don't see it. I try so hard to just help other people and make them happy because if I can make others happy, it helps me to be fulfilled in life. The sad thing is, is that I know my depression is getting bad because at this point I don't even care if I am sad or hurting because I am so used to feeling this way every day. LORD, I'm tired very tiredly and I don't know why I am still here like do I have a purpose, or am I just here to be here because rn I am not seeing purpose. And the fact that all of this hurt isn't from any heat break or any of that but is caused by my parents and how they are choosing to raise me, that is just sad. Very sad. I think I'm done now it's too tiring to keep up.
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Replykeep on going! I'll come with ya too (im doing the same thing) tbh the only thing that keeps me going is my boy bsf
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