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2 months ago · · Need Advice,
I feel that I gave up a good friend, although she wasn't the best. She always made me feel second, and always made me feel lower than her. But, I still feel that I lost something so valuable and it's all my fault that I lost it. I don't know how to let go of that feeling either. I can't seem to stop blaming myself for losing all of my friends because of things I can't control. I also feel bad because she still cared about me I think and I just stopped talking to her without any context. I guess what also hurts more is seeing that she just got over it. I didn't expect her to always care like I am. But, I feel hurt that she's doing better. I guess I'm the toxic friend?