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I feel that I gave up a good friend, although she wasn't the best. She always made me feel second, and always made me feel lower than her. But, I still feel that I lost something so valuable and it's all my fault that I lost it. I don't know how to let go of that feeling either. I can't seem to stop blaming myself for losing all of my friends because of things I can't control. I also feel bad because she still cared about me I think and I just stopped talking to her without any context. I guess what also hurts more is seeing that she just got over it. I didn't expect her to always care like I am. But, I feel hurt that she's doing better. I guess I'm the toxic friend?
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It sounds like your trying to find your identity. I want to encourage you to zone in on your thoughts because that’s what controls your emotions. If you have pessimistic and cynical thinking, it’s guna produce nasty and unwanted emotions. . Try to find your identity, I found mine in Jesus Christ the saviour (the one who saved me from Hell) and I’m his child. I still struggle with Mental health but having God by my side is definitely different and more manageable. Hope this helps...
ReplyFuck that bitch. Ill be your friend. Im 18 and I have lost every friend I have And to tell you a secret you dont need friends you need yourself.
ReplyIf she truly made you feel that way then your friendship was a bit toxic. I had a friendship somewhat like that. A lot of people told me to let go of her. It hurt me so much, but I did it. This was about two years ago and I still hurt so much because of what happened and her not being in my life anymore, but I’m trying to move on. I think you should try to move on too. Don’t keep friends like that around. You shouldn’t ever feel second best in a true friendship. I know that it hurts so much, but this is what’s best for you. I’m here for you!
Replyhey, ive been battling to get my old boy best friend back, he hates me over a fight we had like last year, i cut over him all the time, i just want things to go back to normal, but, anyways, give her space ok? :)
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