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My Timed Entry on suicide
1 month ago · · Stress, · Explicit
you know how when you talk about suicide or depression with someone etc. they always say things like "your worth it", "think of the people you'll hurt", " it won't solve anything"
"Imagine how your dad would feel".
I feel kinda bad about it but when i think about it more I almost hope that my dad thinks it's his fault.
ill think to go as far as he finds her little girl's dead lifeless body and it's all because she couldn't give her a fucking second to talk and explain that good grades aren't the cure for mental breakdowns!?
i love my dad, but i need to give up, he abuses me, i cant handle this anymore, please, someone help me.. i need advice, i just.. feel like a mistake, i wanna grab a knife and slit my neck open, watch the blood pour out and scream "I love you dad".... ill do it for him to be happy..