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Mom. I've known my hatred for her as long as I can remember. Today she told me (top of my class, straight A, four sport athlete, involved in almost all available student organizations and clubs, leader, the one everyone can trust when they're going through a rough time, cares too much about everybody) that she is embarrassed to be my mother. I'm done with her.
Sisters. Do everything they can to make me snap. It doesn't help that I have anxiety that my parents won't get me help for. I'm passed the point of being able to even get mad. It's all I can do, not to burst into tears the moment they start bashing me.
Brother. Thinks it is funny to put me down again and again. *I accomplish something I am proud of.* "Is that the best you can do?" I can't remember a time when he congratulated me on something.
Dad. The only one in my family I still love. For reasons he refuses to state, would rather buy me a cow than a cell phone. I don't think he understands how much not being able to talk to my friend/boyfriend actually plummets my desire to live. If I can't talk to them, I can't make plans to see them and I only have two people in my school who I can talk to (both of which are transferring next year) and without ever communicating, are we even friends? Why live when there's no one to live for.
Boyfriend. With minimal communication, our relationship seems to be deteriorating by the day. We're both so busy there's not even time to see each other. I love him so much and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. Would he understand that I just want to put it on hold 'til I'm out of this mess called high school.
Best friend. Where'd you go? Together forever? Why can't high school be as simple as Kindergarten? Why did you have to move? I know it wasn't your choice. You were the one I could always count on. My Person. When you left, my life fell apart. A few times a year isn't enough. I Need you back. I guess I'll figure out how to manage.
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