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An empty chair, free for everyone to sit in who desired to do so. A powerful chair, it was purple, and it stood out high in the intellectual community of chairland, where all living being where chair. Chairkind had lived together in harmony ever since the glorious days of tables, but at least every chair always knew how to read its fate in the stars. It was one big star, that brought forth the existence of chairland. A young sun, destined to grow life under its warmth, was inspired by the chairlike shadows that could be found on earth, and thus blessed its own planets with the gift of life. Life in the shape of a chair. The purple, powerful chair farted, and then a unicorn appeared on a rainbow, and the purple chair laughed and everybody was happy.
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Okay hi, let’s get serious.
Serious, huh?
Do I make myself clear?
… I suppose?
Why do you keep talking to me?
… maybe because I like you
Well that’s nice.
… Do you like me too?
:.. maybe?
Let’s be lovers
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Generosity is like a little yellow flower
Why am I typing this
I really need a shower
Because I smell like fish.
Yellow flowers smell quite warm
They taste like chicken soup
And they do not conform
To a very capitalistic group
***Of people****
And that’s why generosity
Is is a yellow flower monstrosity
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DIE TODESTASSE
Jeder muss Soup daraus trinken.
Sie enthält Paprika.
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What did I even want to write about? My thoughts? The loose complexes and shemes in my head? I doubt you can tell that from this. A little sprinkle of fancy words and feisty attitude. What do you even want, huh? What do you want from yourself? Why are you doing this to you, what are you demanding? I am me, I am myself, and I am screaming out from the inside of me, I’m talking, I’m seeing, I’m aware!!! I’m alive##111 I live in this body, inhabitating an actual human being isn’t that incredibl” Maybe I was a demon king in a past live and came now to inhabit a human, no, nevermind, that is a very bad idea. The point is, I am consciously looking out of my flesh prison right now, I am not my body, I am mind, and I am thinking, and I exist, and my back hurts! I am spirit, I am awareness, I am conscientiousness, I am life. I am alive.
And I will die! I will die, life will leave me, and something else entirely will become of me. I’m not scared at death. Not now. I’m young enough to laught at deaht’s face, to deny its existence. But I will. Some day. For some reason… I can’t imagine not to be. I can’t imagine ever ceising to exist, even though my body will surely fail me at some point. I feel… eternal?
Is this the point where people start to believe they can fly? They jump out of the window, sure that they can fly – the way I laugh about death, sure that I won’t die.
I still don’t know what I want of myself, why I ma talking here. I wat my soubconscious to say something so ill just type nonstop now even if itllooks very messy I canot delete things. Okay keep it coming I don’t feel mch flow yet I tiing I sold type faster but the fingers just don’t work and my thoughts are so much fsater than this I need to think extra slow oh no im judging my thoughts I shouldn t judge them an icneed to accept everything accept myself I cam amahin g I am amazing yeat htats right okay so mch self positivity and now I am literally not hilking anything anymore I am just sitting with my eyes closed I hocpe that you can still read all of this omg ia matalking to nobody but withf mya hands I am talking with my hands and with a different sensory medioum I bet this is siohealthy I am doing real therapy right now
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