Drugs

I feel like kicking dads ass. I was rudely woken up by his yelling/cussing. Its took me a good hour to calm down kind of. I'm still mad. He called mom a dumb b!...

Hypocritical. Maybe be just don't care. Doggo was barking earlier. I came in shut the door a bit loud too. Dad deserved it waking us up at 3 to 4 am so yeah but...

Idk what to think. I guess I thought seemingly since das made promises and swore up and down about the drunkenness I guess I thought he wasn't gonna do it again...

i never really cared for it, but today i realized i actually crave it a little. this is probably really fucked up of me, but sometimes i wish my mother found me...

Dad turned into a fucking psycho about an hour ago. I'm really afraid to be left alone with him as mom has to go out. IDK what he's capable of. Well dad &qu...

Nothings new frustrating except my lack of sleep and dad acting the same stupid way as always. Mom having to argue with him but he don't care. Harassing her. H...

I'm not happy because what little sleep I was able to get was interupted by dad at 3 am coughing and harassing mom again going f**k you to her. I knew the same...

Today my morning has been iffy. Dad is of course still unstable you have to determine when to talk or not because he's got a combative tone about him. He's gett...

Oh goody I CAN'T WAIT (not really). Its coming that wonderful time again where dad gets drunk out of his mind and puts us through hell and abuse becoming a ragi...

I have a few things to write about some the same but I just need to get it out of me. I don't care you don't have to read unless YOU REALLY WANT TO. But first o...