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So i've been writing here for the last couple of weeks about my previous relationship. it wasnt official but it was pure, full hearted, and memorable. We ended it just cause we had to follow our own journey and there would be a lot of distance and we still had a lot to experience by ourselves. we ended in good terms and are trying to just be friends.
I was studying today with some piano on spotify and out of nowhere she pops into my mind. just her and little moments i looked at her doing the most mundane things, washing dishes after dinner, sitting on the couch looking at me, talking at night on a bench, getting coffee. Just brief memories that wouldn't appear special at first, but there was a deep connection, we were vulnerable to each other, understanding, passionate. Every moment with her my hear was like a horses in a race, full speed pounding against my chest.
Now, months after ending things, getting this random flashbacks. My heart did it again. It just went off, accelerated trying to reach those moments, pounding my chest to go back to those memories. As i noticed this, I couldn't help but smile and a couple of tears sneaked up on me. I let my self into the nostalgia. i opened up that album on the hidden section of my phone and looked at the photos. Couple of tears and laughter came with the memories and so i relieved the happiness of the past. Not a single regret from my time with her, just joy.
Still love her, still miss her. I know she is happy and living life at it fullest and im happy for is. Even if im not a part of it right now, knowing i was part of her happines and she was of mine, brings me peace.
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Reply💚 love sucks doesn’t it
ReplyNot at all. i like to be reminded of those feelings. That i was able to love someone like that. I get why its sad, but theres a certain beauty in this nostalgia. there's nothing to regret from what happened. I learned to move on appreciate and cherish those memories. To this day, that's the happiest I've ever been and yes it saddens me that it ended and sometime i wish it didnt, but every time i look back i just smile and laugh again and im grateful it happened. We learned a lot from each other, we grew, and id like to think the memory of me still holds a place in her heart like she in mine.
Replyawwww this is beautiful
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