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Dear friend,
You've been telling me to travel back home alone without you, then who is going to hold my hands when I face the grief of losing my father? You know I've been hiding here choosing not to face the grief. I've been running errands trying to avoid the fact that he is dead, yet here you are as if you know nothing about me, urging me to go back home on my own! You've told me you've dreamt of the moment I entered my father's house and how I was crying and how you held my hand, but now you've forgotten all about it. You've stopped thinking about me and my feelings. You've stopped thinking about how much I need your presence. But it is my fault. I've depended on you. I've let my guards down. I've made you my source of comfort. I should be MY source of comfort. I don't need you and I've never thought I will ever say this, but I've returned to the old me, the one who needed no one, the one who was strong enough to conquer the world on her own. I don't need you. I can do it on my own and it will only make me stronger, but a thousand mile further from you, so don't blame me for growing distant, blame the one who has let me down!
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