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We all have our ups and downs in our life.
Life is all about learning from your mistake.
But what if we regret for our actions in past and we accept that, but then we do it again.
Is that mean that we never learned?
I loved someone. Deeply. Madly.
I did my mistake again and again, I learned from it but I was never able to move on.
And I never knew it will become my death trap.
When we love anything we admire them. We see them like a butterfly admiring the flowers in garden. We see a future with them.
I guarded off my heart for someone.
And I had passion for loving her, making her comfortable.
We love we expect little bit. No one is perfect and no one is god. We all expect and I also expected something. And expecting keeping hope from any person who told me clearly I’ll not be able to take responsibility of your love, but You’ve to be responsible . I’ll suck the life out of it. This is all I can return.
I accepted that because I wanted my relationship. If you still ask me my most happy moments ,yes they were lonely weeping in washroom ,slitting wrist trying to put that fan off the wall.
Sometime we all just run because if we accept the truth we’ll be more broken.
So just be clear with your life, choose to be broken now rather than running and expecting it from someone. Trust me there was not a single thing I wouldn’t do it for her.
Just choose to be broken now before it’s too late.
Don’t run from your anxiety your fear. I kept running for 5 years, thinking that things will change ,best is yet to come from her. I was waiting and expecting for something that would never happen.
And love is not a small thing ,it’s not that little.
I was mistreated a lot because i kept running away and was doing more for her so that she can do this time.
Once you start to expect it’s like gambling.
You loose and then you bet for more and more ,expecting your previous loss will get recovered.
Don’t gamble if you think you are done for now ,return home. If you are done in a relationship go back home then. But don’t come back with bigger bet, expecting to recover everything.
Life is not a game. People die. Wrapped in a white piece of clothes.
I remember a quote of Mahatma Gandhi
“Your beliefs become your thoughts,
Your thoughts become your words,
Your words become your actions,
Your actions become your habits,
Your habits become your values,
Your values become your destiny.”
Our thoughts determine our actions.
We can be furious and we can utter harsh words. Because it’s easy to throw words.
But action is most important what you really believe or think about someone, it is through your action.
Yes sometimes words and actions do not match.
It’s perfectly fine.
Just beliefs matter and your thoughts and through that your actions and destiny.
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