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I am currently in high school. My school has a horrifying focus on exams and labels people by numbers and thats how their future is determined. I was always the smart person with very bad exam anxiety but now I'm the frail idiot whose worth nothing. Even if I do achieve a good test score its seen as a fluke and I get told I'll be predicted much lower since my anxiety is who I am. When did others stop viewing me as a human being? I feel like people around me are trying to tell me I'm weak and won't reach my goals. At first I told myself they were wrong and that I could handle their negativity but its getting to me more and more and I'm not sure how much more of this I can take. My homework and other non-exam assesments are all top class and yet everyone acts like I am nothing. I don't want to keep forcing myself to try and to keep pretending I'm happy and motivated when all I want to do is drink myself into oblivion.
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