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I'm 20 years old.
I don't know where I'm going.
My feelings are all over the place.
Everyone but me is already in a relationship. I see them happy. I see the way they talk to the one they love and smile. That wallpaper on their phone. The way they light up when they talk about what they love.
And I think to myself...
I WANT THAT KIND OF HAPPINESS.
I want to feel that way, you know?
It's just that, I'm 20 years old. Too young to commit, too old to play around.
For once I just want to know what it feels like to be truly happy, to be truly fulfilled with love. To feel that "kilig". To smile for some silly reason. To talk with that someone until the sun comes up. To laugh and share moments. To know and feel and think that deep within me, deep within my belly, my soul, that I found someone that I truly know and love and understand and care about.
I keep telling myself to focus on my career. But these thoughts just keep bugging my mind.
I feel like I'm just a ship with no direction. Setting sail to wherever the winds direct me to.
But I guess that's the beauty of being 20. You just go wherever life tells you to go, and have the strength to trust that everything will be ok. You just have to trust the Universe that wherever you are right now, is exactly where you're supposed to be, and that's ok.
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That's exactly how I feel! But I'm 25 enough said
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