The heartbrake of my life

After everything and more that I've been through. I should maybe accept that i was never truly loved and respected as i thought i was.

I gave all of myself to that one special person who i deeply love and care about, still stupidly do.

The person i would fight for and go through thick or thin with, no matter what. That wasn't enough, even while i accepted all of them fully and given trust.

Sure, I'm not perfect, i never was and i have flaws like everyone else but i was never a bad person. I do the best i could with what i have and always with good intention. I never ever meant any harm, ill will or malintent.

I feel completely heartbroken, used, played and betrayed after everything...

I thought i was safe and in good hands with the promises i was given.

Took that leap of faith and I gave everything that i had within myself to genuinely be loving, compassionate and more...

That man i decided to marry out of undeniable love and had a child with. I've lost alot and I'm left with nothing more but further heartbreak.

I've been tired of suffering and I can't do this anymore.