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i feel lonelier than ever. I have few friends. i live with my best friend and he says i should look for another friend group. my best girl friend only seems to want me around and show that she cares when shes alone or bored and i feel like im the background noice. my oldest friends dont reply to me anymore. i talk to my parent for an hour every 2 or three weeks. nobody seems to want me around. ive dated two girls. one used me to brag she was dating an athlete and flirted with everyone behind my back then broke up and dated my bestfriend at the time. the other one, i could tell that she cared but it never was something official she said that she learned a lot from our time together (which i cherish a lot and define right now as the happiest ive been for a while) but that after ending it due to distance she said i helped her find herself and that shes happy alone and that i taught her that there are it good guys with a lot of love out there but that she isnt ready for something as "heavy" as a relationship.
i try meeting new people. they litereally run off leaving me as i say the words its nice to meet you. or ghost me.
im tired of just talking to my counselors about how i feel. i want people that care about me like i do about them. it seems like im the one that shows them that good people are out there that someone good will make the effort to stay in their lives but i just feel like the most unapreciated person there is. i know im a good guy, i know i have flaws and im always pushing myself to be better and be happy by my own but for fucks sake i just want someone that doesnt make me feel like ill end up alone or that im disposable. i want someone to walk with at night, to looks at the stars, to talk about life. someone to come to when i have good news and im exited or someone that will hug me if im sad. whats the point of living happy and doing everything out of love if theres nobody there to share that life with. seriosly.
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You are here (alive) to learn what you need to know about relationships with all that lives and to offer unconditional love. Its the same for everyone and each of us is at a different place on this journey and are traveling at our own pace. We may travel a while with others as long as the benefits are mutual. Challenges are better at teaching us something, than ease and comfort. You are exactly where you need to be. As you grow, the 'person' you are so concerned about fades into the background. You will learn that we (all of us) don't really have a life to live as we choose. LIFE has us. We are what LIFE is doing where we are right now.
We can't dictate or control what happens next when other people or factors are involved. We can, however, learn to manage our response to these encounters. Acceptance, forgiveness, and optimism will be helpful.
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