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On Friday the 16 of July, I was kicked out of my home. You see this all started because I defended an innocent BLACK MAN, don´t forget that part. I was at my home getting ready at 10:30 Am, why? I was gonna go out and get ice cream with my mother, my sister, and my mother´s boyfriend. My mom got home at 2:00 pm, My sister and I wear ready to go. Everything was going well my mom and he got us slushies from MCD(McDonald's). what can go wrong I thought, BIG MISTAKE! We all got in his CAR and went to the ice cream shop. He drove a little farther away from the shop because we had to wait for his family. His family gets here after 20 minutes, We waited for his family/friend´s mother to change her daughter´s diaper. A BLACK MAN was on top of these stairs near the shop we were near. The boyfriend starts throwing signals at the man and the man gestures to him, he wasn´t trying to do anything. They put the daughter in the middle of the backseat in between my sister. As we are about to park in front of the ice cream shop he says¨We had to hurry or else he was gonna do something. I say,¨Thats racist,¨ he says ¨no, no it's not¨. After like 4 or 5 racist comments he says,¨"It doesn´t even matter because if I call the police they will take him first. As." soon as he said that I told him,¨ that was disrespectful and extremely racist. He kept denying that it wasn´t but I didn't want to keep this conversation continuing because the little girl was still there so when I told him to shut up multiple times, He got offended and said,¨ no, I am not gonna get disrespected by a child¨. (I am not a 10-year-old but I am also not an adult) My sister took the little girl back and returned her to her parents, he thought the little girl was still inside so when he opened the car door where I was and saw that the little girl wasn´t there he slammed the door in my face. (I can´t say the place I was in due to my safety, so I will not use names of the places) . Before we entered the road in between a tall building and a much shorter than the other he started saying that he didn´t love me, that he never cared about me, that I am a waste of money. I didn´t give two sh*t if he cared about me. Things got serious when he started to talk bad about my father, he may not be the best person in the world but I know he loves me. The boyfriend started saying that my father never loved me and that he abandoned me because of the way I act and that I create so many problems. So I slapped him in the face for saying that, (Don´t forget we are about to enter the building´s road. So he said," I don't love you, I don‘t want to see you in ¨my home because I am not gonna live with a disrespectful child¨. Right after he said that he said," If you hit me one more time I will stop this car and beat the crap out of you‘. So I slap him again and say, "Do it, I dare you, Let's see what will happen to you at court." While I was finishing that sentence my mom told me to shut up and to respect him, My mom was in mid-sentence when she was saying that and he turns to look at her and tells her to shut the F*ck up. So I slapped him the 3rd time and told him not to disrespect my mother. After this whole thing happened he dropped me off at my house with my sister and dog. I waited for my mom to come out of the car to open the door and when she unlocked the door, she locked herself in the bathroom and she didn´t take her phone. The bathroom didn‘t flush and I didn't hear the sink( this means she didn´t use the bathroom). I knew she was most likely crying because I do that to let off some steam. So after my mother left, I knew I had to leave because I was scared he would do what he said(Beat the crap out of me) So I told my sister I'm leaving and she told me she was coming with her so I said okay, My sister grabbed some clothes, our dog, things you need like toothbrush, deodorant, etc... I called my aunt that was in New Jersey to come to get me quickly that I was scared, she could barely understand me because I was crying. so she told me if I wanted my trusted uncle which is also my sister's godfather to pick us up before my aunt got here I said yes. so she hangs up and calls My uncle and I start packing again. she tells me he is gonna pick us up so I tell her to pick us up near a store nearby. We walk(my sister, my dog, and I) till we reach the store I call my uncle and I feel a little bit at ease. I block everyone because I was not planning on coming back to that toxic home. I get to his house and catch my breath and My uncle's wife tells me I need to call child services but they don´t answer. I leave a message of course and call the police turns out my mother reported me and my sister missing and she was ¨worried about me. They tell the cops what happened and they don´t think it's a big problem. After the cops leave my mom calls and tell my uncle to bring us ¨home¨ but he said she has to wait and see.By the way, before the cops left they called her and asked if they could stay and she said yes so she was lying to the officers. I head to bed and slept or at least tried. My head was full that night and was all just repeating and repeating. The next morning I am fully dressed had to breakfast and my aunt tells me if I want to go to the crisis center and I said yes, we go there I tell the lady what's going on they also think it's not big of a problem, but I thankful she let us talk to cps(Child protective services) and they said it was a huge problem because I had to tell her why I don´ feel safe and why I don´t want to return. The social worker calls my mom and tells her that I and my sister have to stay with my uncle and his wife and I feel even more at ease. They say I can stay with them until Monday the 19th of July. A few days past I'm living the best life until t was the day the worker had to come but it never showed up. and these whole days I have been having these huge headaches( I'm pretty sure these are migraines but this is not important) Then on Tuesday the 20th of July, my mom talks to my sister on the phone telling her that she would choose us over any boyfriend but later on, we found out that's a lie. That same day in the afternoon my amazing cousin send me a picture of them at my grandparents like they hadn´t broken up, because right after she finished talking to my sister my aunt from New Jersey came and asked if she was still with him and she (my mom) said that they broke up and that he packed his stuff and left. We know that's a lie tho. Today still the 2oth of July the social worker calls my uncles wife and tells her that we have to go back to my old ¨home¨ so we go back and I tell my mom to leave my dog there because as much as it hurts me to leave him I know that at least in my uncle's house no one is gonna hit him. ( The boyfriend always beat my dog if it ever barked at him) So they talk to the social workers ANd I am in my room with my sister hearing what lies they are making up about us and after a long talk. It was my sister´s and I turn to speak so they sent my mother and her boyfriend out of the room, I told her everything that happened, from the main problem to people who were just being noisy and other problems I had. Now I am on my bed writing this at 1:09 in the morning on a Wednesday telling you the last bit of information I know. We all made a safety plan with the worker that came yesterday. The rules were my mom can take my phone, she can tell me to do chores and boss me around, she can´t yell at me, get mad at me, or nag me about things. And the last thing is that If we are talking and it seems like we are about to get angry or fight/discuss I have to go to my room with my sister and stay there until I cool off or let us go to my uncle's house, go for a walk. If I can´t get away they have to drive away for 2 hours and let my sister and me cool off or leave us alone. I also can´t run away without telling them where I will be. The sad thing is I'm still in this toxic home but get the help you need okay. It took me two years to speak about a ton of other problems and I know it isn't easy but do it for you, not for others. Last thing If one of us break thing we get a higher/powerful contract to follow and if someone breaks the rule there we have to go to court to speak about it. I love you all, stay safe, stay healthy, stay strong- BlackRosie
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