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I have a question regarding crushes
10 months ago · · Crush,
Is it normal to have awkward feelings around people you used to have a crush on? Like last year in school I saw a girl who I used to have a crush on and I couldn't even look at her because I'd internally panic. I don't think I like her though. Although I'm sort of wishing that another girl I used to have a crush on is in many of my classes as well because she's so nice and matches my energy and I know we are both queer and I remember us having fun talking and I was never ashamed of how energetic I was being around her... Okay there's a chance I never fully got over her. But if it keeps going as my main crush I don't mind tbh.
But I mean right now I also have a crush on another girl but I mean, she's my best friend so I really don't want to like her. Our families are so close, we are like siblings, I see her quite often. I always feel so awkward around her and I wish it would just stop! I sometimes fantasize about small things like kissing or holding hands, but I don't want to be in a relationship with her. So I guess I just wish I had a crush on someone else, but I also think I still like someone else so it's okay.