I'm stressed out

Hai, It's my first and 5 month working, my day off is saturday and sunday, but i feel not "okay" anymore whenever monday is coming. It seem so lazy, not enjoying my job as my first time working. I have problem interacting with people, i still cant hang out with situation or with my Co-worker. I have try to adapt as i can. I'm an introvert. But everyone is easily to misunderstood with me. And i tired of explaining, because they seem not interested anymore, and i cant solve it.

I'm the only female in the office.

I want to resign. But I cant put a shame to anyone who accept me here. I want to make a small business, i managed my own shop,

and the most important i can stayed home healing my stressed and overthinking problem. Whats ideal time for you to working guys? 3-5 years? I have a mission guys.. its what i want since i was in high school. My parents not believe in me that I can make it.

I work as a desktop programmer, but here I did all the rest of computer and tech issue. Fix everything.. even just helping making social account? I can't focus on code. There is a 5 to 15 call everyday and the maintenance person who should stay to get that phone call, is always going outside, waiting information from me. What a seniors.. ;(

The head office is always ask the progress, and why it so slow?..

You can imagine.

Please help me, what should i do..

I know i'm an adult.. and i feel not responsible enough as an adult..

I try and try always, pray and relax, but it always coming harder.

I'm sorry for my bad language, i don't pass toefl.

Here is my story thank you~