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I was listening to this song 'Puppy Princess' by the Hot Freaks today while daydreaming about being a guitarist in a band. In my daydream, we were performing this song and I was playing the guitar while also singing the "kiss me, kiss me with your eyes closed~". I looked into my imaginary girlfriend and sang like I was confessing and proving my love to her again.
Although, it was just a brief daydream made up in my head, it literally made me feel like I was literally in love with a girl. I look so stupid here acting out my daydream while smiling.
This song really makes me feel in love, but what makes me feel like crying right now is that the fact that I just realized, that I might be actually romantically attracted to girls. I'm also a girl but in terms of sexual or romantic attraction, I'm currently unlabeled and questioning.
I've never really thought that much about my romantic attraction towards the same gender, all I know is that I find girls attractive and cute. Though I don't really know If I ever had an actual crush to a girl before, since I'm confused if that kind feeling that I felt before towards my certain friend was just either platonic or romantic. I'm really confused about a lot of things. Most of my daydreams also revolve around me having a healthy relationship with a girl. And I also badly want to experience what it feels like to be inlove with a girl or what it feels like to have a healthy relationship with a girlfriend.
Now that It kinda made sense to me now, maybe I do like girls, but I'm still unsure if whether I'm Bi or Pan. Anyways, I still prefer being unlabeled though :)). I'm kinda happy that the song I was playing right now made me realize one thing about my sexuality after a long time of confusion <3.
P.S: I'm 16 :))
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