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What is my purpose? Am I even really alive? There’s nothing to me as a person. I’m just simply existing. Not because I want to but because I’m scared of pain and I’m scared to cause other people pain. If someone is truly suffering, is it such a bad thing to let go? To give up? There’s no possible way things could get better from this point. Or maybe I’ve just had enough of trying. Time is my enemy. Time is so scary. It’ll continue no matter what. An unstoppable force. In my mind, I’m constantly begging for the people that care for me to let go. ‘Please let me go. Please, I can’t endure this suffering anymore yet I can’t bring myself to hurt you.’ I’m not here for me. I’m only here for you. My heart can’t take it anymore. I feel like my head might explode if even one more hour goes by of feeling this way. I don’t belong here. Im so uncomfortable here. But all these feeling won’t pass my lips. Because what’s the point? Nothing will come out of it. Because there’s nothing in this world that could help me feel like me again. I feel like an imposter in my own skin.
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ReplyPurpose of life is to live as a human. The reason to live? Thats something for you to figure out on your own. Dont make reason involving other people- that will only cause pain. My reason to live is to discover who I am. I discover more about myself every month. Its fun!
ReplyIf you can, please do get out of there but not by ending things. I feel the same way but I'm not fortunate enought to have any options. But if I could, I would live for myself by travelling, I'll probably just step out of the house and if I have a car, I'll start that engine and just run away. I don't care where the road takes me. Just try to do that if you can, it's okay to not feel anything, just go out there and enjoy the trip. Don't tell anyone where you're going cause F that. Just for a second, forget about the guilt, forget about what everyone will think and just leave. You know, I wish I could do that and I hope you can too.
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