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Today I did something I never thought I would be able to do. I asked out my crush. He'd been my crush for over a year and I kept talking about him to a friend. She convinced me to take a step forward. So I did. The thing is he is way out my league and I shouldn't have expected anything but unfortunately I did. He just left me hanging. Didn't reply to my text and I don't think he is ever going to talk to me again. But despite all this I'm glad I took this step. Now I think I can move on and not think about him all day cause I know nothing can happen between us. And BTW I thought I was bad at talking to boys but asking him out came so naturally to me. I felt so nervous yet it felt like it wasn't that big of a deal. Maybe because it was via text but whatever. I actually got rejected once before by my previous crush and now it happened again. Before asking him out I thought that if I get rejected again I wouldn't be able to handle it. But surprisingly I took it pretty well. Now I actually want to talk to other boys and just be out there and flirt with the people I find attractive. Cause I felt a rush when I was talking to him. I finally felt like a teenager. I want to feel it again even if I get rejected again. At least I won't regret about not trying. If I didn't do what I did today, ten years from now I would be still thinking if we could've been together.
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