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(This is kind of personal (is it?) and I'm embarrassed about it so be nice in the comments :'))
Ok ok to make a long-ish story short, I went out drinking with my friends and now im questioning my entire life. We were all staying at a hotel and there were 6 of us so we got 3 rooms with 2 people each. I (gay boy asf) was sharing with my straight (??) friend. When we got back to the hotel (aka, after I dragged his drunk ass back to our room) I was sitting on my bed (there were 2) and he climbed onto me and hugged me. At first I was just like "K whatever" because he's normally an affectionate person so I thought maybe the alcohol made him extra touchy...? He ended up pushing me over on the bed and was pretty much just laying on me at that point π I got a lil nervous then because um a drunk guy is on top of me π₯΄ and I told him to stop it and that he drank too much. He was all whiny and said he didn't want to sleep alone and he wanted to sleep in my bed with me. I tried gently pushing him off me and then *drum roll please* HE FUCKING HELD ME DOWN AND GAVE ME A HICKEY, LIKE PLEASE-- When I tell you my soul left my body- I froze and all I did was say his name (like how you do when you're in shock, to get him to like, I don't know, snap out of it and stop) but I was so tensed up that it came out weird and squeaky. I literally want to die when I think about it because it almost sounded like a moan and I was so embarrassed omg but he still didn't stop so I tried to wiggle out from under him again and then he let go of me. He made a disapproving noise and I told him to go back to his bed and stay there and that time he did and ig he fell asleep not long after. I however, did not. I was up until like 5 am because I was mentally freaking out for obvious reasons. What the hell was that!?!?!!? What are YOUR thoughts on that whole thing? Because I've been thinking about it constantly so much that I don't even know what π think about it anymore. Like am I dramatic or was that actually crazy? I could write more but I feel like this is getting long so I'll stop here I guess
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They say people speak with a sober mind. He could have been behaving with a sober mind. I think that if he is straight he wouldn't have done this.
ReplyDamn!!! this sounds like one of those Thai BL dramas. I'm a big fan BTW. You should try talking to him about this. But if you're nervous then try waiting for a few days and see if he remembers what he did. There is a chance he may act like he doesn't remember anything when he does. If you don't want to talk to him it may take a long time to figure out what he wants or maybe you never find out. So I'll suggest talking.
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