First time on here

Found my way here after searching where to post my thoughts outside of the big tech social media giants . I think that Facebook and Twitter have fundamentally altered and hurt our society in a way that we may never return or recover from.

I’ve been on a journey of walking out of hopelessness and despair since June. Was finally at that suicidal point where I just wanted so badly to stop existing but being to afraid of doing

That to people around me like my kids specifically. So I went to the er and then to the psych ward. Think this was finally the right timing for me. Im trying to trust that as long as I can stay open, and remain teachable, keep taking

My meds and keep seeking help and wisdom etc.., that things are going to keep getting better.

As of right now, im 30 and feel like a complete failure and like im a decade behind where I should be. Trying to keep a positive attitude and figure out how to find the right balance in life. Mental health, sobriety, 2 kids, my wife, how do people find time

For this shit? I have no idea. Hoping I will figure it

Out sometime.

Thanks for reading if you did, hopefully will be more to come.