my last love

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• harley2021 · 3 years ago

  Really its that easy to handle it now its been 14 years, 3 months, 2 weeks, 5 days im still in love with him i know he hurted him so much not even try to understand me still playing with my emotions . cant even talk a single word to hurt him back because i love him so much . And i am also who go through same the feelings, reason & break up pain inside my soul same as you . everyone say move on .. Read this by someone one wrote in novni something give me change inside .... (how do you move on from somebody who still owns your entire heart. someone who you still think about everyday and even cry about them. someone you know you were supposed to be with but your time got cut short for reasons that you both knew. seeing them with someone else absolutely makes your heart drop to your stomach. but, you need to be happy that they can move on, because they deserve someone better than you. you can't move on because no one else compares to them. no one else makes you feel the way they did. no one else can bring those butterflies into your stomach like they did. and then you trying to move on makes you feel guilty, empty, wrong. like your conscience knows that no one else is right but them. so every other person that isn't them feels completely wrong. you know you need to move on, because they are. and it feels like there is no possibility of ever crossing paths again. it tears you apart because they are simply all you want, and need. people may tell you that there are other fish in the sea, but what if that one fish was right for you. you look for them in everything and everything reminds you of them.. the songs, lyrics , movies, places , simply everything. and there's no way to block them out of your brain. you can't let something go if they still have a piece of your heart. because it just hurts too bad to come to terms with the possibility of it never working out again. wishing on every shooting star that they will come back, that you both will come back to each other and everything will feel right again. i lost hope with us once, but i have a new hope. and they do say that hope breeds eternal misery. i hope this isn't going to be eternal misery for me, trying to let go of you.

  trust me. you feel as if you will never find someone like them. because no one can or will ever compare to the way they made you feel. seeing that they're okay without you in their life is the worst pain. everything reminding you of them. all the things you wish you said to them when you had the chance. thinking of any possibility that could've changed the outcome. I get it. however, what people have told you is true. there will always be another person. they may not be anything like the person you want more than anything right now, but there will be another person. when? I'm not sure either. but I know that someone will come to us and allow us to believe that not just one person can complete us. especially someone we can't have. we have a whole life to figure ourselves out. a life that gives us time to grow and time to heal. you will realize eventually that in the end, you're going to be okay without the person you think will fix everything for you. I wish nothing but the best. )

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  • J_oceans · 3 years ago

    oh my god! thankyou so much for taking this time. this means so much!

    I hope that you get stronger every day . 14 years is a time too long, but it proves how pure your soul is. hope that you get back all the love you have to offer and more.

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