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I dated a girl, most of the last half of my senior year of high school. She was 15 when we started dating. We dated for just short of 4 months...just short of 1/3 or a year, when we were both teens. We broke up, because my mother lied to me. As soon as I found out about the lie, only 2 days later, I tried to talk to her again...I tried to fix it. I wanted her to be my wife! She wouldn't even talk to me again.
Now, here we are, 43 years later...we reconnected on social media several years ago. I never wanted to stop loving her. She was supposed to be my forever. I still think of her all of the time. I still cry about losing her, every damned day! All I need to do is think of the picture of us on our first date, or any picture of her back then, or now, and I can barely breath...the air just goes away.
Am I broken, or do I really just love her, the way I was meant to love my wife? I know that anything that hurts her or makes her sad, or scares her, bothers me to the core...when her husband got sick early this year, I was seriously worried that she'd lose him, and that would break her heart. I never want that for her...I didn't want to break her heart back then, I don't want her to have to go through that pain again...I'd do ALMOST anything to have her back in my arms...but I won't do anything that would hurt her, in any way...no matter how much it hurts me. 💔
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Ok, about the only thing I have done, and will keep doing, that does seem to cause her at least discomfort, is to tell her I still love her, and never ever stopped loving her.
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