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Does nobody understand how i feel? Im still made out to be the bad guy even though I've done nothing wrong. despite what's happening around me. I can't do this anymore im so tired and emotionally drained.
I thought my dad had learned his lesson. Yesterday he had Blood pressure of 200 which is heart attack stroke level.
Dad gets his drugs now hes back to the downward spiral drunk drooping abusing them falling asleep to the floor like a bobble head drinking bird AGAIN WE GO THOUGH THIS EVERY FUCKING MONTH IM BEYOND PISSSED stressed i feel powerless.
I tell mom this is bullshit he knew better she yells at me saying "nobodys doing nothing to you!"
uh huh . Yet. The cycle goes hell be up at 2 am running his mouth waking us all up about bullshit which don't matter. im about to go nuclear raise all hell mode. I can't take another episode of this. Itd still only hurt me as he wont remember a fkn thing. I just can't anymore God help me.
I got nowhere else to go. my cunt of an aunt outcast me for telling her all about this and what ive been through and what hes done to me.
Shes an amazing person huh? Yet she'll call here whine about her shitty life. But block me on social media cuz it's "not her problem ". We didn't turn her away now did we? No we did not. Yes i have dissociative personality disorder ( d.i.d.) too. Wonder why eh?
Here's to your not my problem thinking bitchππππππππ π π π π ππππππππ π π yet you wanna make your problems ours.
Its 20 degrees out i can't go sleep in the street. Im so alone in this. Im only human God help me. This is why people commit suicide. No way out. I can't take anymore i just can't. I know the cycle so that's why I'm so emotionally torn up. It won't stop til he's about out. Why does nobody understand OR CARE how I feel in family? I just can't mom waa a bitch to me FOR NO REASON. I'M NOT A FUCKING TERMINATOR I GOT EMOTIONS DESPITE HOW THEY ACT TO ME.
I'M scheduled for a haircut tomorrow. If I'm kept up all night by him I swear I wanna kill him already nobody understands enduring slander of a drunk them doing it then forgetting it. Nobody I know anyway. They all said πto me. My aunt, former friend so I'm all alone mom takes dads side no matter what. Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid dumb motherfucker.
I told him you really pushed your limit I hope you learned your lesson this time. The Other day . Bp of 200 which could kill you but what's he do? THE SAME FUCKING THING ABUSE DRUGS πN GET DRUNK AGAIN OMFG FMLπππππππππ«πͺI give up
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