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Well, I qualified for 80% off at the sliding scale clinic.
9 months ago · · therapist,
This includes medical, dental, and vision. And mental health.
I kinda wanna get some mental health therapy but I don't want the people who told me "you need help" to have the satisfaction of me doing what they said, and I do not want them to think it was their idea.
I think the therapist, once they see who I am, will diagnose me with autism. The family member who tells me I need help said Im "not autistic, but a narcissist and a sociopath." And they're demanding that I get an official diagnosis before they'll not say I'm narcissistic/sociopathic. I have taken many online tests, that are as scientific as possible for online tests. Both for sociopathy and narcissism (I'm neither one, say the tests), and for neurodivergence (very likely, say the tests), but that won't satisfy this person. I got a free question from an online licensed therapist on Better Help, and upon reading my wall of text, she said it's highly unlikely that I'm a narcissist or sociopath, and possible that I'm autistic but would need further evaluation to rule out anxiety and trauma. That won't satisfy this person. I have to go and spend my own money on a therapist to find out what I already know myself to be true. But I'm told by a few people now that it's usually narcissists who call other people narcissists, and they have exhibited plenty of those traits themself. Maybe I am not the bad guy? Maybe they really are the crazy one, not me? I don't want them to think it's their idea, but also I want to get diagnosis in writing so I can say "I told you so!" Because they need to eat crow at the next family gathering.