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I hate myself and want to die
2 weeks ago · · Stress, · Explicit
I feel so fucking sick. I feel so goddamn fucking sick. I was joking with a friend about suicide and it really affected some of our other friends, and now I feel terrible. I don’t know how much I hurt them and it feels worse bc they just think I’m joking about suicide bc I haven’t been hurt by it, but the dumb thing is, I know what it feels like. But I can’t say that bc that would sound like I was blowing off their concerns and pain.
I feel so fucking sick.