Oh, so much romance... my dearest...

When you wore that black dress on our first date (which was formal, because I really wanted to impress you), when you opened your door when I came to pick you up, I was so blown away over how absolutely stunning you looked. The moment I opened my car door for you, and you so delicately sat in and turned to me and smiled, I realized your perfection.

Several dates later, the first time we kissed... You were silent for a few moments, with your eyes closed, then looked me straight in my eyes, smiled, sighed and said, "Yes..."

I know it's been only four months into our richly-blessed relationship, but I feel like I've known you forever, like we're soulmates...

These four months have really opened my eyes to what love is founded on.

These four months. What of them? Are they truth...? Yes. Yes, they are.

A close friend was married after only eleven months of knowing/dating her now-husband, so have I soon to have her beat? She's really happy in her marriage, which is stereotypically unusual... In my mind, at least. I'm so used to marriages not even being considered until at least two or three years into a relationship, but my friend was so positive that this one guy was the one, and clearly he is, because he treats her so well, they're very much perfect for each other.

That's what I think/feel this one girl is for me, even after only four months.

Granted, I do have sexual desire for this girl, one seemingly of perfection... but I choose to not disrespect her.

I strongly believe what I feel for her is love.

Based on what I feel for this girl, what I think of what could be, how my life could be/become...

I do want to propose, I want to ask her if she's willing to be my wife and be overwhelmingly loved and pampered for all the rest of her life...

Oh, so much romance...

Oh, so much love...

Oh, so much desire...

Is this love?

... I think it is...

... because it feels like love...

My dearest...

Chloe, do you even know? Do you even know how much my heart yearns for you?

My dearest Chloe...

This love, what it seems to be...

Four months of an official relationship...

I'm 33 of only two days, and you're 26 of seven months...

We've both established ourselves financially, so logically we could safely marry...

Our mothers are coworkers, and when I met you last year at a party our mothers' employer hosted, I was like, "Wow, this girl's really attractive and pretty cool," but didn't really think much of it, as I didn't think we'd have much in common...

... but we do. It's crazy.

I do so very much love you, Chloe, I realize it with every breath I take...

I'm just so scared.

I'm just so crazy for you...

Oh, my dearest Chloe...

I love you!!