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6 months ago · · Eating Disorder,
I love greentea. its the only good thing thats come with my eating disorder. im recovering but its so hard. i love matcha greentea. A delicious and comforting drink, full of antioxidants. apparently boosting my metabolism. Filling my belly so I dont want disgusting food. I hate my belly. My disgusting body. I want to attempt to lose 68 pounds by my birthday. In order to do that i can only eat a maximum of 1,386 Calories per day. Doing that for 158 days. I hate myself. I want to die. Im going to try it. I just dont know what to do anymore. how do i live again..?