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What do I do. I have 4 kids already. I was being reckless. & unprotected. I got pregnant. I'm somewhat of an influencer, I help people. But now i'm stuck. I can't focus on anything except what i've done. I didnt know I was pregnant for maybe 2 months. that's my guess. I have to go see how far along I am. I was surprised by my sister that she was pregnant for the first time! I was so happy. I cried. It was a big moment. Then the next day I was moving, started to feel dizzy. Then later that night I went to the grocery store, & as ai walked through the fruits, vegetables, then the seafood, I remember the smells were so strong. That's when it hit me. I forgot I hadn't had my period & I needed to take a test. I bought a test. & it said pregnant. I have been so unsure of what i'm suppose to do. I feel like abortion is murder. I understand some people need to abort, but for me to do it, I don't know if I could live with myself. Now, if I had another baby, that would be 5 babies & i'm already alone doing this. It would be extremely hard. Yes adoption is an option, but I almost adopted my 4th baby to a great couple, but once I felt him move, I knew I wouldn't be able to. I told the couple & there were no hard feelings, they believed in me. I don't regret that descion. he's my sweet boy. My family & my bestfriend (one of them) wants me to abort. My other bestfriend says I can have 5 & I can do this. I am scared. I don't know what to do. I just need a sign. please don't be mean on this, I am so emotional right now. I know I shouldn't have been doing the deed if I didn't want to get pregnant but it was a bad decision. & I am paying for it. I'm a mess right now. I don't think I can abort, I don't think I can adopt out, I am going to have to do this & make the best of it aren't I?
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The dad is there for them all. I forgot to add, once he finds out I am pregnant. he'll want me to keep it. I left him not long ago but he wants to work it out. I could but I don't think that is best. I know getting back with him was not smart but I did & now this. so to those commenting multiple dads. no just him. please don't be hateful.
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