I hate you guys :)

I hope y’all read this so you can understand that our hate is mutual. The words you guys said are still affecting me even after a month. They keep replaying in my head: “you were the dryest mf w the humour of a boomer. You’re boring and awkward.” Etc. I’m just writing this to get your words out of my head and in the trash where they belong. And obviously you guys don’t let me say my opinions so I have to do it myself. Everytime I tried to say my feelings you immediately said “I’m playing the victim.” I have the right to say what you guys did but you didn’t let me. Just because I’m saying how much you guys hurt me I’m playing the victim?? So you’re basically saying you guys did nothing wrong and I have no reason to be upset… you know tahts manipulative right? Tryna convince me you just made very little mistakes and I have no reason to be hurt by it. I waited so long to talk to you but the double standards are real. Remember that time you wanted to know if I was mad at u and I didn’t answer for one day? And then you were texting how you were anxious and on edge. How do u think I felt waiting for a week. You lack sympathy. I remember she texted me saying “she wants to know how u feel about her.” Double standards… remember when u said u hates seeing private convos just because you don’t want to face the fact that your friend talked shit about you? And then you were apparently fine with seeing our convos. Y’all try to bring up irrelevant stuff it’s impossible trying to talk to you. Find the screenshots where I called you dumb? I didn’t you manipulated my words. We were over this and then half a year later you brought back the same stuff. But I find it soo funny how our convo made you uncomfortable because u saw a small portion of your friend talking shit about you. You guys are the worst people. You downplay your mistakes saying stuff like “what I did was bad but you went overboard.” YOU went overboard first. Just trying to ease your conscience… what kind of person makes fun of a persons death. Idc if it was some trend and you “forgot.” What’s worse is that you tried to compare my situation with other people saying “I did it to my other friends and family and they didn’t seem to care but I know not everyone would be.” What? I don’t think your friends and family had the same background as me so that was the worst excuse ever. I remember one of my friend who I didn’t talk for like 3 years texted me saying she knew it was a joke but she still felt sad thinking about it which shows the lack of empathy you have. Our friendship was so forced. Youve always been doing this kind of things. You just feel like a bully. Our friendship literally started with u harassing me for food. I am fine with sharing food but you just got annoying about it. And please you guys think I’m obsessed with you? Because I have no one else to talk to? Your inflated ego is showing and it’s very embarrassing. I hate you guys, why would I be obsessed with you? I want to have my memory wiped so I can forget all the things you guys did and said. And you think you guys were the only people I knew? I talked to other people, they weren’t my closest friends but I talked to them. You guys give me narssasist vibes so maybe get some help. Also sometimes I do have trouble talking to people. And stuff like this only makes it worse. It’s my insecurity. But of course you guys are selfish. You would rather get a couple laughs than realize the effect your words have on others. Saying stuff like “you take everything so seriously.” Says the girly who cried for a movie, a month after she watched it. You are the one who takes stuff so seriously. I remember everyone talked about that movie but you were straight up whining. I wish I could go back in time and tell you to shut up because no one cares. Nope, I get affected sometimes by what people say. It’s normal. It isn’t normal to be obsessed with celebrities and shows like you are. That’s why you’re terrible people, because of how you joke about others. And you guys try to flatter yourself by saying I have bad humour and u guys are sooo funny? “Your mom.” “Boomer.” These are not funny. You call people racist, homophobic, mistogenic just for fun. Remember when u called my mom a racist bitch because she accidentally mistaken your race? It was the first time she met you and it was an accident and wasn’t racist. People get mistaken for their race all the time. I’ve also gotten mistaken but I don’t call them racist. If you think that it’s racist, get yourself checked. Just because you’re a gay female POC, you think you can joke around with those words. Also your friend was being more homophobic not me. She said that u were lying about your crush and laughed saying it made u seem desperate. I’m a POC and female so I don’t get how u think I’m racist or mystogenistic. I’m also not homaphobic. I don’t hate you because of your sexuality or race, I hate you because of how shitty you are. It just shows how you’re a terrible person and not great full. You’re a really shitty person and always have been. You made me cry so many times. Like when you got mad at me in November for not feeling like talking. You can go with the argument that “I’ve changed.” But you really haven’t. Who disrespects someone who cared for you. My mom was nicer than you ever deserved. She let you come to our house everyday and even gave you food. Back to your humour, I remember there was this one time where you sent her a tiktok saying “if you don’t reply in one second you have to change your profile to this.” And she texted me telling her to look at her new profile. And as soon as I saw it I knew it had something to do with you because it was just not funny. Also stop pretending you only left me on delivered for a “few hours.” It was days. How do you think it made me felt? It drained me when I had to reply to you every few days. And your excuse was so dumb. It’s literally obvious you only ignores me yet you lied about it. And you think I was dry? Remember that time when you sent a tiktok that was A YEAR old. I was so confused.

And other girly it’s not my fault you’re a liar. You’ve been lying since day one to make yourself look better and that’s a red flag. I just asked who took our heart away and you lied even tho I wasn’t even mad please. All you care about is throwing people under the bus to make YOU look better. See, the first red flag was when you talked sm behind her back and then didn’t say anything of what you said. And I remember you crying to just cuz I was pissed how you made the groupchat and then left like a pussy and didn’t say anything. You were just crying because you got caught. I felt like we shouldn’t have been friends since then. Because after that in the back of my mind YOUR true colours also showed. I stopped trusting you. Yk what they are? Someone who’s selfish, rude, a bully, backstabbing, fake. You said I forced u when I asked you and u said no. You just regret your words so you’re saying I forced you. Terrible logic.

Anyways, bye guys I hate you. I’m not jealous of your dumb friendship because you are the ones who have no humour. Your friendship revolves around dumb tiktoks and talking about shows. And don’t forget the dancing girl emoji which u have some weird attachment to. Also maybe try to become less obsessed with shows? You said I was boring just because I didn’t have a comfort show. Y’all are so obsessed with stuff till a point where it becomes concerning. I know everyone has stuff they like but you guys are just OBSESSIVE AND CREEPY. I remember our other friend who left with her boyfriend hated sitting with you guys for that. I had to beg her to sit with us on some days. That’s why she left us for her boyfriend. Because of how you guys were so obsessive of your shows. And don’t flatter yourself thinking I still care about you. In your own words “I’ve had the best few months without you guys.” You guys are the worst people. You are literally bullies and the things you said are still affecting me even a month later. Your “jokes” are based on making fun of people. I know I was rude friends to you but stop acting like your mistakes weren’t bad. You both lied, bullied, and just made me feel so bad overall. The fact that your words are still bothering me after a month shows how you guys are shitty people. You could’ve showed that your response more mature. But u did the same thing I did. You talked shit about me too. So don’t act like you’re better cuz that’s bs. I have sm to say but I’m done. Just know you guys made fun of stuff I’m already insecure about. But of course you don’t care because you are selfish bitches who think the world revolves around you, are narcissistic, and don’t think about the affects of your words. But go fake social justice warrior. Stand up for human rights when you are a bully yourself. Fuck you guys 💜