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I am a teenager and i use to always hear that teens have a lot of stress. I study in the seventh standard. When i was small ppl used to say that i am wise, i am tallented and so on but now no one not a single person praises me. Not even my mom and dad. When i was in class six...it was during pandemic situation that i got addicted to kdramas and cdramas. First 6 months of class six i studied seriously and scored good marks. But the next few months I watched those dramas during my online classes and also the whole day without practicing violin, music or dance. I didnt pay attention to any of my activities. I started being attached to these dramas. Thought i watched those, I had my own tallent, I also scored full marks that year. The next year was 2021, i was on seventh standard. I have been studying 25% and watching these dramas 75%. My grades started detoriating...I thought of learning korean language and chinese language. I changed my dreams everyday from teacher to doctor to scientist to dancer to surgeon to actress to this and that. My favourite drama till now is The untamed and my favourite actor is Xiao Zhan and Wang Yibo. For that drama these days i think tha i cant aim or do anything in my country. I get depressed that why cant i be a kpop idol? Why wasnt i born in China or Korea? Why dont i look as beautiful and thin as those kpop idols? Day by day i am getting depressed and ooften i think about that will i focus on studies earn a job and go to china or i will focus on taking care of my body, dancing and participate internationally in some kpop compettitions. I even think that if I end my life then can I reincarnate or be borned in China or Korea as a beautiful baby but then i start crying because i dont want to leave my mom. I also have supernatural thoughts as in chinese dramas of having a time travel and jump to china and be a girl warrior. I really dont understand what i should do and I dont even have anyone to guide me. I want to make my words heared to the world. Though there are many spelling and grammar mistakes in my passage but i want someone who can guide me. I am too shy to tell my parents my thoughts but i am that kind of person who can tell it to anyone anonymously that's why i am using this site. I will pray that someone comes to my life who can guide me to a right path, make me understand what is life about and bring happiness to my life.
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If those dramas you were watching were shows like 'Days Of Our Lives', 'The Bold And The Beautiful' etc. I have know people who have gone mental from watching them and had to see a psychiatrist. You also have become obsessed with this show you watch and a friend of mine became so obsessed with one of those shows she thought the show was real and her real life was fake. Another girl thought she really did know two of the characters from the show she watched, yet another girl thought that she was part of the family on 'The Young And The Restless'. You are letting whatever the shows you watch take over your life and now becoming confused as to what career you want in your future. You have a very unhealthy involvement in this Korean show you watch with having weird thoughts that are connected to it. I hope you understand that you are allowing shows to snatch your sanity. The way to understand what life is about is to stay involved in REAL life, and it is up to you to bring happiness to yourself. Have a big think about stopping watching these shows and to get on with what you are supposed to be doing before you go insane and you are off to a psychiatrist.
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