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I still remember when I was in kindergarten.I was about 5 years old.We were being aloud to bring toys to kindergarten every friday.So there was this boy in my class and he lost one of his most Precious toys .It was some alien toy or something as I can remember,and it was the size of the toyz in kinder eggs.He had a lot of these toys,but I guess this one was really Precious to him.So he was crying,and he wouldn’t come down,so our teachers made us go find his toy.And in the middle of the search I found the toy and I took it ,and hid it.I didn’t tell anyone and I just let everyone keep searching.The worst part was that I was kind of feeling good seeing him cry.And when they gave up the search since they couldn’t find anything .I remember coming up to him and comforting him,he was still crying.But I didn’t feel bad. I’m 16 now and the reason why am I telling this story is because I am afraid that I’m secretly evil or something,I know it sounds stupid.But my friends describe me like this nicest girl they know ,they say I’m shy and kind and all .But I’m afraid I am not really that.(i also wouldn’t even know if this story was true if I still didn’t have that toy)Idk honestly I am afraid that there is some hidden psychopath inside of me.Also this story isn’t the only one where I felt good because ppl were in some kind of pain .But it’s the oldest one.So can you please tell me I have nothing to worry about and that I’m not evil.
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You were 5. Many parts of you, including your brain, were not fully developed. Kids do stupid things. And they don't know how to react/respond well. Stop defending your 5 year old self and realize that you were just a kid. Forgive your 5 year old self for being a jerk. It sounds like you don't have any current evil tendencies. And that you realize now it wasn't a good thing to do. Sounds like you're not at all evil. I bet you have done good things to made sure you're not evil so the incident helped you become a better person.
Replyin my opinion, this post is proof enough that you are not inherently evil. when i was young, i climbed on top of my best friend, the most innocent and angelic girl i've met to this day, and held her down until she said a naughty word she did not feel comfortable saying. when she finally said the word, i let her go and she ran home crying. it's embarrassing and may sound silly now, but the moral of that story is all we do stupid and mean things when we're kids.
you may still do things that are unkind-- but you are still so young!! as the other comment mentioned, your brain still won't be fully developed for another ten years!! we are all still making mistakes, and learning, and growing.
you still have a sense of right and wrong, and your friends speak very highly of you-- i may know very little about you, but i fully believe you are not an evil person.
continue being kind to others, but don't forget to be kind to yourself too <3
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