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help me im falling apart
2 years ago · 1
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i live in total isolation. in the middle of nowhere. i literally dont see humans except maybe once every 2 months when i pick up supplies and my conversations are limited to "cash or charge". sure i interact with people online sometimes but that is not the same as knowing im a real human who exists in a real world. when left in total isolation the mind does things to itself. bad things. ive picked up awful habits of self harm and general self hatred. because when youre all alone with yourself you start to hate the sight of you. i know theres nothing anyone can do, just words on a screen, so i guess im not really asking for help. idk what im doing. maybe just tryinh to mark a space somewhere. another pointless exercise.
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